SOLSTICE
We
had to do something when we saw the sun was dying,
It
was inconceivable to do nothing - for we felt only the end of things.
There
was no sense then, of the turning of the year.
Only
the now - and the trepidation at what must come.
You
see - we were all as children then, barely conscious of our place.
We
carried within us the primordial genes of aeons of mystery.
What
we felt, we knew - and that was an end to it.
There
was no sense then, of the turning of the year,
Only
decay - and anticipation of the death of time.
So
- we had to do something when we saw the sun was dying.
A few had a notion of otherness - a need to understand, beyond self.
The rest knew little then, but were yearning hard for reasons.
Then, my tiny, potent seed of hope - a cosmic mind controlling this?
Something
to communicate with,
Petition even?
I
therefore proposed that the sun might know we all headed for extinction
And
could be putting us at fault.
That
case, I said, was also signalled
From
wolf-howl winds across our land,
From
growling, spitfire clouds and raven skies -
To
warnings from a sometime shadowed moon.
So
- we had to do something to prevent the sun from dying.
And
all agreed - we must reach up, talk somehow to seemingly immutable forces,
Give
something, as to other tribes, returned by promises of peace.
But how? And what could be the form of words
With
power and strength enough to ring a hearing
From
that vast, untouchable, unreachable vault?
Amongst
us, I and some few others,
Shared
the birth of understanding, a first faint notion - of gods.
We
few, under my direction, began to create structures, rituals,
Means
of reaching up to plead our cause, atone for our delusions.
We
took old stones and raised them, intuition-placed in sacred circles.
Directing prayers through rocky portals,
We
focused songs and drummed to catch that dying disc.
And
there, before the heart-red sinking sun,
I bled a chosen, precious gift of life!
It
worked! Not straightaway you understand, but longer term,
In
breathless time, we noticed movement signifying change, re-birth.
Small
signs grew one upon the other, feeding hope and springing confidence,
Which justified that blood of sacrifice,
Confirming
what was done was right
And
setting out a template for the future.
And
there was sense then, of the turning of the year
And
of dialogue with gods, devotion, worshipping -
And
never-ending power, authority, for priests!
©Richard
Hill
Solstice
[5:30] - soundscape composed by Paul Hill
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